so I'm drinking tea and blogging
I'm setting some goals for tomorrow. Not big goals. Just little ones. I want to do some writing and I want to clear out my e-mail inbox because I'm really tired of this hotmail bull-jive. Tomorrow I will also make some phone calls, possibly go out for lunch with someone, and have me a movie date with Phantom. We rented Dirty Pretty Things tonight but never got around to watching it. He's been so good to me lately! Everything just makes sense when we fall into each others arms. And then he tickles me and it all makes sense in a more wriggly fashion.
It's been nice doing nothing for the past little while, but I'm really going to try to get out of my anti-social mindset and see more people. I've been going back and forth between self-assured, and lost and confused. I think I've gotta stick with one and move forward. Hopefully not the depressing one cuz I'm sick of that shit. Plus I always have thta worry in the back of my mind that if I get too stuck in the self-hate block I'll end up pushing the ones I love far away, and I don't want that... Because I love them, as the category would imply.
But all is well. I plan to contact the ladies tomorrow for a full report on the weekend, and now I'm off to watch some Gilmore Girls. I have almost every episode of this season downloaded so I've been watching a few every night. It's all about the not sleeping. Meh. Anyway, the plan is for tomorrow to be excellent. And if I see Phantom than at least that part of the day will pull through.