Today was a good day. I'm in a good mood. I saw Matt, I had a bagel (and What-A-Bagel!), I shopped, I showered, I worked, I saw Phantom, ain't nothin' to complain about today! I'm chipper, and cheerful, and really wanting to make crafts. It's odd, but I'm a bit of a granny. It's a little premature, but I am. I carry candy in my purse and notepads to entertain people in waiting situations. it's all good. The other day I was in a craft store and I saw a multicoloured wool that I love....

So I took the purity test and I keep getting confused by the results. Sigh. Ah well here it is. Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... Category Your Score Average Self-Lovin' 53.3% Explored the pleasures of the flesh 65.1% Shamelessness 73.8% It takes a couple of drinks 79.4% Sex Drive 81.6% The Pope is envious 77.7% Straightness 14.3% Knows the other body type like a map 44.9% Gayness 42.9% At least one weekend of ecsta...

When I got home yesterday I felt as though I had been pummeled by thirty-five pudgy fisted three year olds. Today I am in recovery. I totally intended to go out shopping for Phantom's birthday, but I'm putting it off until tomorrow as I've been unable to make any real decisions about the gift so far. Bah. I've spent most of my day out on my deck relaxing and placing important phone calls. Much better than sitting in front of the tv.... or the computer. Anyway, tonight will be eventful...

Saturday morning I woke up and called Tama and her family for Hotel/Motel recommendations in her town as Phantom and I were heading over to see her production of Hedwig and the Angry Inch. She gave me the number of the Budget Motel, and the Welcome Inn. The Budget Motel had no vacancy, so the Welcome Inn was it. The room was 70$, but we had no other options so we went for it. Phantom and I headed out of the city on the Go Train to Pickering at 3:13pm. It was a fun ride seeing as how we...

This has been an eventful weekend. Yes. Exciting and eventful. It started with a flat tire as Phantom turned into my driveway popping his back tire on the stone ridge of my front yard. This was followed by a game of beat the clock as we had twenty minutes to try to pump up the tire and drive the car over to Canadian Tire before the Autoshop closed. With three minutes left the tire hadn't inflated at all, so we drove over on the flat. It was the most vibratory drive of my life. We made ...

I have a full time job disguised as a part time job. An example of this truth is that I was scheduled to work five hours this week, when in reality I have worked every day eight hours a day. I'm not complaining though, money is a good thing. It's just that they call me an hour or less before they want me to show up. Meaning I'll stay up late planning to sleep in the next day only to be woken up by my boss or one of my co-workers on the phone asking me to come in. I haven't had to use my ...

I've been sans-blog for nearly a week, mostly because everytime I get here I just don't feel like writing. I've been busy what with, Goo-loph house hunting, car accidents along the way, trying to make plans and surprise work at the childcare. I'm still missing Phantom, but we've managed some time together. Last Friday we had a two hour feast at the Mandarin. So much food! I still have stolen sushi in my fridge! I've been completely re-organizing my room, which has left my bed covered ...

Today was a good day, in that I had no moments of anxiety, panic, or depression. Excellent. I also worked today which gave me some purpose. There's really nothing like getting paid for doing Beauty and the Beast puzzles and solving problems between children arguing about whether the imaginary island they're pretending to be lost on is Treasure Island of not. It was nice to spend a solid hour playing outside with three to five year olds. Yesterday was not quite as good. I talked to man...

Life has been insane lately. Just totally overwhelming. I'm currently trying to decide what to do with my time. My daycare job is giving me less hours than I had hoped for, so now I've got to find some other job so I can make money through May and June. Bah. Oh well, the stress will hopefully subside and I'll have a huge moment of clarity. Otherwise I'm just trying to see folk and get my sleep schedule back to normal. Highspeed internet comes tomorrow which will result in much cheerf...

I'm setting some goals for tomorrow. Not big goals. Just little ones. I want to do some writing and I want to clear out my e-mail inbox because I'm really tired of this hotmail bull-jive. Tomorrow I will also make some phone calls, possibly go out for lunch with someone, and have me a movie date with Phantom. We rented Dirty Pretty Things tonight but never got around to watching it. He's been so good to me lately! Everything just makes sense when we fall into each others arms. And the...

Well all being well my Tama and my Jess are off marching and waving their vaginas proudly in Washington D.C today. Hopefully the weather wasn't as miserable there as it was here! I'm really disappointed that I couldn't go with them, but it was just bad times. The family needed me here, and I have trouble refusing such things. I need to see them soon though because I'm feeling all out of touch. I hope they don't hate me too much for not coming! I'm sad I had to miss it. But alas I've ...

I have to say that DJs with attitude really piss me off. I'm talking specifically about school dance DJs. This has been a problem for me since way back in grade eight when I tried to get the DJ to play Jimi Hendrix's "Foxy Lady" at our dances and he laughed at me. Bastard. Well I just watched "She's All That" which, back in the day, Helen and I used to watch all the time. It has an awesome prom dance sequence to Fat Boy Slim's "Funk Soul Brother", and last year at my prom I tried to get ...

Tederick caught me. I'm home, I've just been hiding. Well not really. I've been trying to unpack and spending time with family and Phantom and I just haven't called anyone. And the annoyingly slow internet has deterred my blogging until now. And the lack of msn may actually kill me. Well that's not true, it's just a pain in the ass. But I think I'm ready to start calling folk now. Moving back is proving to be stressful. Mostly because I have so much stuff to organize that I feel li...

I'm moving home today, which I suppose is fitting because on this day last year I received my acceptance letter to The University of Guelph. FULL CIRCLE! It's all very surreal. I've taken all of my pictures down, and am in the process of packing. Packing is really frustrating when all of the suitcases and bags that I originally moved in with are back home, so I'm filling plastic bags with my breakables and kitchen stuff and it all makes me very nervous. I had to take a break because of t...

It's beautiful outside and I'm trapped at my desk procrastin... I mean studying. Not cool. I'm not looking forward to my exam tomorrow. There's a lot I need to go over and review and I just don't want to. I'd rather be outside lying in the sun listening to music. I would have finished a lot of review yesterday but I seem to have immaculate procrastination skills. Blast my procrastination skills! Last night as Jess, Tama and I were avoiding work we decided that we needed a party trick...